OTI (Daimon Beail)

Recollection

Audiobulb Records (2005)

Review by Bill Binkelman

Sometimes, as a reviewer of ambient music, I'm tempted to throw up my "virtual hands," and merely write "Well, this is one helluva cool album but I sure as hell can't accurately describe it, so take it on faith and buy it!" Of course, if I value my rep as a half-decent reviewer, I can never do that. So, I'm left to scratch my head and come up with some way of detailing a recording that is neigh impossible to distill into words, which brings me to Recollection from OTI (a.k.a. Daimon Beail) whom I have never heard before this. So, while I have no doubt I'm going to come up short in this review of conveying how marvelous this CD is, here goes.

Recollection is one of the rare albums in ambient that I refer to as "immersive" experiences. By combining ambient music (washes, tones, drones, snippets of melody, as well as sparse beats and rhythms, all of which are on the minimal and subtle side of the meter) with found sounds, environmental recordings, sonically captured moments of time during which people are heard conversing, laughing, or simply living, and manipulating all of these elements in order to form a cohesive recorded event, Beail has, in a nutshell, invited us to walk with him as he traverses time, space and personal history. I know that sounds awfully pretentious, but this is one of the most human and humane ambient recordings in recent memory (maybe forever). It is simply amazing, as the listener is drawn into these intensely personal soundscapes that feel almost too intimate at times (the effect stops just short of being voyeuristic). What emerges from all this is a recording that is nothing less than a seamless combination of portrait and mirror, a portal not just into the mind and "recollections" of the artist, but also an opportunity for the listener to indulge him or herself and walk down his or her own personal corridors of the his/her past.

The album is centered around four lengthy (average time = 14 minutes or so) tracks, accompanied by some shorter duration ones. The first of these long cuts is "Mass Inhabitance (Poland)" and forget trying to describe it. It includes the following: church bells, church organ, backwards loops, soft drones, hushed echoed dialogue, bleeping radar-like tones, radio interference noises, melodic swirling synth washes, ominous yet approachable drones flowing underneath subdued by infectious dance beats...all that is in the first half of this one song! "The Recollection (Warsaw)" is the longest selection at seventeen plus minutes and it's an ultra-ambitious piece that opens with an assortment of electronic effects and gently twinkling synth notes, as well as static-like interference, melds into echoed reverberations, more overt radio static, strange distorted vocal samples, delicate chimes, and moves into a segment with field recordings of people who are walking, talking, and even someone announcing over a p.a. system, all set amidst a gentle backdrop of electronic musings, textures, and stray patches of melody and tones.

Okay, you're hopefully now getting the idea that this review is pretty damn pointless from a literal standpoint. What can I write to convince you this is a fucking brilliant recording? The album covers a wide variety of moods and evocations (from positively cheery and maybe even playful to sorrowful and somber, if not downright dark and disturbing), but does all this while maintaining a relative calm center and an abundance of accessibility, even within an experimental context....whew, I mean, thank god I'm almost retired as a reviewer because I couldn't analyze or critique many more albums this rich with musical nuance yet full of emotional depth. It's just too damn difficult!

I seldom resort to quoting press material, but in an attempt to more accurately portray what this CD is actually about, allow me to excerpt from Audiobulb's (the label) webpage for this recording: "A journey across both powerful and peaceful sonic territories, incorporating field recordings from the artist's childhood and a recent expedition to Poland...Recollection is the result of years of work for OTI...Recollection is OTI's attempt to capture his life experience and re-contextualise these moments through audio composition. The result is a highly evocative, organic and intimate portrayal of time and place. Designed to support the listener to bring forth their own recollections this album is the perfect foil for becoming immersed in thought, feeling and memory. "

I couldn't have said it better myself (although I sure tried). Added to the above, I'll merely add that Daimon Beail has released an achievement that few will equal any time soon when it comes to peering inside the mind and soul of a musician. That the album emerges from his inner voyage of discovery and creation as something both listenable and engaging, yet daring and provocative, is not just a startling achievement, but a revelation of the extended boundaries of ambient music as an art form. Need I say how strongly I recommend this CD?